Fat and Sad...

So. among the many reasons I HATE having my boys gone, the most recent of all the reasons is that I have put on weight. I think it's a combination of depression eating and not realizing how active you are all day with a 4 year old, a 3 year old and 1 year old. I don't know what to do because I can't possibly get that kind of aerobic exercise during the day without spending time in the gym and let's face it I hate going to the gym. This is like a vicious cycle, I'm sad because I miss my babies sooo bad so I eat and than I look in the mirror and hate how I look so I stay in and than I gain more weight and on and on...I HATE this, I HATE missing the boys like this, I HATE not being a mom, and I am soooo excited to pick my babies up this Friday for Knott's!!!

I love these!!

I got these pics from Dave today and I just love them!!!